Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Welcome to Silent Hill

No wait- I'm still in Wagga.
Woke up that's also a lie, I didn't actually go to sleep last night. Got out of bed at 6.45am this cold winter morning because I was convinced I'd have to spend an hour chipping ice off my windscreen again. Turns out all the fog kept it from turning into ice which made my day 15% better!

But yes, could not sleep last night. Not necessarily the worst thing, I had a gorgeous guy butt naked with his arms around me, you try sleeping when the world feels too perfect to ignore! Since he came into my life everything is so... best. He listens. He doesn't see me the way everyone else does; that annoying, psycho girl who's always drunk and falling over and crying and getting in the way. He saw that I was hurting so bad I couldn't even function and he listened as I vented everything.

He's meeting the fambam on Thursday, he actually asked to come to Condo. Like I'd say no, I want any chance I get to show him off to the world and say 'hey, he's mine!' Then two days later, I'm meeting his family. We're going up to Sydney to see one of his favourite bands, and all his fam will be there as it's also his brother's birthday. His family are Spanish or South American or something along those lines. I may lose my shit, especially as he told me they speak a lot of Spanish to each other. Trust me to find a guy who is everything I adore- speaks Spanish, plays the same instruments as me, loves the same bands and movies as me, gives not a single fuck like me, a skilled troll... And he's not a cunt. He doesn't depend on me to do everything for him, pay for everything, drop everything for him... I feel so blessed :)

So, sappiness aside, my coffee's gone cold :( and I may go shower and start my day, got a few things to do- starting with finishing my resume and handing it in! Ermehgerdddd I hope I get this job :D